Me

I am 21 years old.
I love poetry and art. ( im not an artist but i appreciate it)
Music is a must. I listen to anything that sounds good ( to me)
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Tuesday, 12 October 2010

  • Maybe

    i wanna let you know whats going on...

     

    so pay attention

    im hurt

    deeply hurt

    its more than usual
     

     and i know your sorry
    : and its not one of those it happened its ok type of thing
     its one of thoes where i forgive you but the pain is still there
    : and it changes the whole way i look at you
     and think of you
     it was the lowest blow i have ever recieved from you
     ...maybe i should be on the phone with you telling you this
     maybe its easier on here
    : maybe,

     

     THATS WHY IM SO HURT! YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME! YOU THINK ABOUT OTHER GUYS AND IT FUCKING HURTS!
     I HAVE TO HUG YOU?!
     AFTER YOU DO THIS TO ME!?
     I HAVE TO KISS YOU!?
     I WOULD LOVE TO KISS AND HUG YOU BUT i think i deserve it
     i deserve it from you
     i deserve your love
     and in reture i give you mine

     ill give you it all
     maybe i dont give it enough
     i love you
     and i give it my best

     

    i love you too

     

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

  • 4:14

    Its begging to get out of control.
    Our anger reaches higher levels.
    at times i just want to walk away from what we have.
    just so i can have some time for myself.
    I wish we didnt fight like we do.
    I wish you trusted me more.
    But that will never leave your mind.
    I will never be free in your mind.
    Whats love if you cant have trust.
    Something people cant change.
    And its funny how since the beginning you wanted me to change.
    I hope its for the better.
    Because all i ask of you is to trust me.
     A change for the better.



Wednesday, 24 March 2010

  • Today when i took  my clothes out of the dryer i noticed a shirt that belong to you
    i smiled.
    and said " My baby's shirt"
    and then i smiled some more.
    i folded the shirt nice and tight caressing the edges.
    I imagine you wearing it.
    Underneath it all.
    unfortunately it does not smell like the way it usually smells.
    straight out of your draw.
    fabricated warmth and a comforting smell.
    in my draw it has no smell.
    Just a plain shirt that lost its owner.

    I wish i can smell you again.

Friday, 19 March 2010

  • The Game

    i can read your inner thoughts.
    the game you choose to play is risky.
    i guess this time
    " i'll only go ass far as you let me"

    but if u end up loosing at the end.
    dont say i didnt warn you.
    i dont like to feel threaten.
    i dont like knowing the possibilities are endless.

    today my mother told me that she does not see you in my future as a potential husband, life partner, living together.
    i questioned her as if she was trying to insult me.

    dont force me out of site.
    Because soon enough i would be too far from ear shot.

    You can scream my name all you want.
    But i wont come back

    -DEA

Friday, 12 March 2010

  • Video Phone

    I was watching America's Best Dance Crew and i really wish i could dance like that.
    I am nowhere close to dancing like that but one can only wish.
    I also love music that makes me move.
    its a nice feeling of just wanting to dance.
    Let the music take control =]
    Good times
    -DEA
     

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